ytd afta offline chatted wif Chloe sis on e fone 4 1.5hrs..tok lotsa tinks...bt mostly bcoz of my probz bahx...sm tinks realli make real sense norhx...afta tt bathe liaox,ate my dinner,watch tv,went online again norhx...went on a killin spree 2 get those negative tots out of my head..mum kp me..nvm..off com liaox jiu watch soccer match norhx...half-time,msg gal..she replied me...bt e msg was damn cold...makin me feel realli realli lost..izzit 2 demandin 2 ask 4 a person 2 juz msg u when she wake up n b4 she goes 2 slp?izzit 2 much?..if any1 can tel me tt it is,i'm willin 2 accept e fact of it..she told me she was pressurize bcoz of e r-s goin 2 fast...if tt's e case,y din she tel me b4 she went back 2 indo?y muz she wait til 2days b4 her return den kpkb me?i dun wanna end tis r-s...i put in lotsa effort n time 2 make tis r-s a nice 1...she may nt b aware of it..bt wadeva i do,i juz did it as a role of her stead...i tried many ways 2 make her hapie bt its al sorrow tt i get nuw..izit worth it?..last nyte asked Kelvin 2 pei wo chat...den frm 12 tok til 2plus norhx..6.30 woke up...saw nu-er de msg...reply her den realli can't fall asleep norhx...i'm juz wonderin wads e sudden change in her...evrytink used 2 b so fine til e sudden mood change in her...e feelin realli sux...i compromise evrytink tt she wans...i dun expect 2 get anytink in return...bt she's my stead..juz a qns 2 e peeps as well as her...Haf u eva been derex 4 ur stead when they nd u?i've..i've oways been derex 4 her...sacrificin lotsa tinks...she juz doesn't noe bout it manz...tis mornin listened 2 a damn sad song...tears rolled down..felt realli dejected..2day gonne go chiong at nyte wif peeps le...hope dey dun pang sehx me..Haf she eva mean wad she said?haf she eva kept her promise?i've..bt e chances of me brkin 1 of it is highly possible...hope i can resist e temptation of e beer in front of me..haixxx...
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Friday, June 23, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
