2.5yrs ago,i finished my sec sch days..i was a popular figure in sch..evry1 knew hu i was..bt wif a bad note tt i'm a flirt..i was given tt term bcox i moved on way too fast afta evry brkup..bt they nv knew e reasons behind evry brkup n tt i was e victim 2 it..

26mths plus 3days ago,i tot i found e gal of my life..i changed her perception n make her accept guys which she ultimately accepts me..it all started out alil fast as it gt off a kiss which she claimed was her 1st kiss..i love her eva since..

Tinks were at e honeymoon state til i lost my temper n made her cry in sch..i wanted so much control of her..i wanted 2 possess all of her..n it backfired..she drew further n further away frm me,makin me lose interest in myself,lose interest in work n studies n basically evrytink tt's suppose 2 b vital..i had a massive weight loss..tinks gt a lil beta n i was realli proud of havin e r-s goin..

2days afta our 1st yr anniversary,i betrayed her trust n gt hooked up wif a slutface..gf n i omost ended up..i saw e despair tt she had in her eyes,e tears tt ripped my heart apart..i was deeply guilty 4 wad i've done..i needed 2 change my life,change e life of our r-s 2 a fairytale..i did juz tt..

We roam e streets,we spent e nytes 2gather,we went overseas,we did many stuffs 2gather tt deep down,these memories r those tt will last me a lifetime..

Quarrels n more quarrels came..i hate quarrels..bt its onli thru quarrels tt she noes how much i love n care 4 her..b4 e start of 2009,we had tis conversation on how our life will b lyk in 2009..we knew we'll haf veri lil time 4 each other..wif drivin work sch n such..our 2nd yr anniversary was a normal 1 bt i've oways looked 4ward 2 spendin those anniversaries wif her..our 25th mth was screwed up..realli screwed up..lyk i've said,i realli hate quarrels..:/

Ppl say tt poly changes e lifes of e students..it changed mine 2 b more educated,sociable n such..n it definitely changed e life of hers..in juz a week,her poly frens replaced e throne tt i once had in her heart..mysteriously havin feelins 4 another guy..we gt thru our own ways feelin hurt,bt i guess she was waitin 4 me 2 pull e trigger all along..fun is all she's afta 4 n future is all tt i'm afta 4..we may nt b lovers bt dude,when u r 2gather wif her,gif her all of ur heart..love her more than i do..dun hurt ppl cox u'll end up gettin hurt too..

U ppl can cal me jerk,bastard or wad haf u,bt u nv noe wad we or rather i've gone thru..

Wishes u all e best in ur future endeavours n happiness..

Ur once sweet lil strawberry,

Stupid boy & bastard.

Warren